MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Thursday, May 24, 2007~~

After what seems like ages, i m finally back to update u all on my life. Its been gr8...both truthfully and sacastically. hahaha.

1 gr8 thing tt happened was that NPS Guitar Mini Concert is OVER!!! Yeah! I must say everyone who was there contributed their part and effort to make it a success. This event was supposed to b internal but they tried making it public, finally it was done n the response was overall quite oK. Haha. I must say, it was a torturous wk cos of ongoing work..and slpless nites for the preparations. Made e banner, e programme booklet...e skit..finalization of songs..everything within e last 3 days be4 performance. Its like kan jiong spidey actions combined with x-men heroes efficiency..my god...crap. haha. Pictures speaks it all But too bad i dun hav e photos for that nite now..only a few practice ones..will upload once i got it. =)

Rehearsal was like dung..but miracles happened!

There's like many of such pics..wait for e performance pics! haha.

On last mon..made it a pt to return to SAG to hav a loOk. LooKing at my freshies..I suddenly felt abit more hope tt SAG shld be able to survive a lil better..and LooKing at my diligent present juniors..the comm..they are all working hard i must say to make SAG a better one...so i hope it will all come true..their hopes n dreams..haha. Had a nice lil' chat with my tcher n we few alumnis..on stories..on scripts..and suddenly..got an urge to get involve in a production again..haha...i miss writing scripts too..haha..miss the fun..haha.

been planning also on wad to make or get for a pal whose bday is arriving tis fri...finally got e idea...But yet..her bday is on fri..and e audition for virtuoso solo is also tis fri..i dun hav any intention to perform for e performance..jus to add to the numbers who want to audition to make it nicer..But..it was all a misunderstandin and to sum up..they postpone e audition 3x alr..for me..and i really need to go for tis fren's bday..cos its her 21st..i wun miss any of my impt fren's bday i guess..cos its e least i can do..to at least spend e TIME with them. haha. But..haiz..i jus guess i will hav to rush here and there ba. duno..

Jus like 15min min ago had a tiff with mum, cos of old-time issues AGAIN. She did a v rude act tt i tot she ought to feel sorry abt but she din and still want things her way, as usual. She tried packing my stuffs cos she tot it was too messy to live with which i tot was reasonably neat and she move my stuff here and there. She told me off abt my untidyness and told me she wants things to be arranged her way. And i told her tt i need things to be left MY way or else i can nv find my stuff and she cant understand cos she thinks its bullshit tt i cant find my stuff if everytink is neatly in place. But, personally, i feel tt only those who lives in a organised-disorganized room will understand. We such pple seemed untidy cos our things may clutter together, but the place we put are prominent enough to remb. haha. Anyway, pt. is, after she fought verbally with me, she noes tt i hav my logic, she rack up more rubbish of e past and try to win me again. Again when she loses, she simply just use her low education status to try and say tt i can talk back cos i hav higher education than her and is better with words. wtf. and yada yada. I jus need some peace after a whole day's work, thank u very much.

another heavy mood has set in my office becos 1 perm staff actually resigned due to clashes with my collegues which i felt was a pity becos she jus got promoted not long. A v nice capable working lady, a caring mother, and a funny senior to me. She tooK care and helped me out when she cud and i was so shocked tt she is going. I guess e she could hav hung on a couple of years more to retirement But e environment made it unbearable with direct confrontations happening every now and then becos of working style. I guess she toOk care of me like a daughter and so i was quite sad tt she is leaving..i only knew it yest, from rumours..and she personally came to tell me at a corner during the late afternoon. She wanted to say more. wanted to explain..But when i looked in her straight into her eyes, her eyes got red, and she teared. it was e moment tt my tears fell too. we couldn't talk much cos the rest of e pple were there. but she was like a v close aunty to me there. Eating lunch with me and everytink. Tink i will make a lil sth for her..to show tt at least she is appreciated. She came over to find me today..to ask me for my msn n hp..cos she want to stay in contact..i gave her. and told her to smile. She sobbed. Politics..jus makes pple miserable yeah.

Alright then, on a lighter note. Went to hav lunch with mae finally after so long. Its like old times. and it was so nice. Met her for dinner again. haha..went bugis at pasta..den went arcade! haha..toOk a few pics from my hp as well. We crapped so much till i somehow felt some warmth again..after so long. haha..we shld get tgr again. haha. fun time. =)

e 3 dumb gals..haha..

trying to find a decent smile with e 3 of us in e cam. haha

Very last, jus a random pic of e mushroom in my working office..my collegue's one..so cute!!!
Ok la..update more regularly again..hehe...ciaoz.

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